Why do you see fit to break my heart,
When all I did was love you?
Why did you hide things and lie to me,
Knowing the pain it'd cause?

Is it that I'm a toy you love to play,
To use whenever you feel?
Am I a piece of paper all torn up,
Waiting to be thrown out?

Why must it hurt me so,
To make my heart physically ache.
Did you ever really care,
Or was it all just a game, pretend?

Like from a song that I once heard,
"Fool me once, shame on you,
Fool me twice, shame on me."
What happened to thrice and more?

When I asked what you were up to,
You barely seem to reply.
Just something little like "not much",
Sometimes it even 'stuff'.

Do I not at least deserve my friend,
The one I always loved?
From when I met you, until now,
You surely have changed.

You used to spend so much time,
Now you barely speak.
Have I become a one-way mirror,
Did you forget to look at me?

Every time I see your picture,
I feel the needles.
When ever I see your name,
The pain returns.

How can I let go, when you won't,
Let go of me, set me free.
You say you want us to be friends,
Where is the follow through?

I truly must be a fool to wait here,
In pain, in hurt, in sadness.
Just waiting for those four words,
"We are still friends".